Portal LRC

Because of you

I will not make

the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

cause my heart so much misery

I will not break

the way you did

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way,

to never let it get that far

Because of you

I never stray

too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play

on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust

Not only me,

but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long

before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's

weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

a smile, a laugh

Every day of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you

I never stray

too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play

on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust

Not only me,

but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I watched you die

I heard you cry

Every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known

better than to lean on me

You never thought

of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry

In the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

Because of you

I never stray

too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play

on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you

I tried my hardest

just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how

to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life

because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Because of you

Because of you